Mom,you were supposed to hold me!

Mom,when I was only SEVEN MONTHS OLD you got pregnant with my brother!

I was supposed to be cared for,NOT ignored!

As soon as he was born,YOU FORGOT ABOUT ME!

Even if I was so much smarter than him you never loved me MORE than you ever loved HIM!

I was placed alone while everyone gave HIM so much ATTENTION!

When I was THIRSTY you didn't give me ANYTHING to drink,you just told me to swallow my saliva!

Mom,when you said promises to me YOU ALWAYS BROKE them!

I WANTED MORE,I WANTED A MOTHER! YOU WEREN'T EVEN CLOSE TO WHAT MOTHERS WERE SUPPOSED TO BE!

YOU MADE ME HATE YOU FOR NEVER LIKING ME,AND ALWAYS COMPARING ME TO OTHER KIDS!

I CAN'T HELP IT IF I'M UNIQUE!
EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN LIKES AND DISLIKES!

Mom,you hurt me more than anyone else in my life....and you are the reason I became depressed... Not because of those boys,not because of my friend who was missing!

YOU DEPRIVED ME OF THE FAMILY I WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE! YOU THREW AWAY MY HOBBIES WHEN YOU HAD THE CHANCE!

You should have been there for me when I was crying,but you never paid attention to me!

Look at me!
I'm the closest thing to perfect and it's not because of you!

MY FRIENDS AND MY MUSIC ARE THE ONLY THINGS KEEPING ME ALIVE!
I am trying SO HARD to SURVIVE and not go INSANE but you won't stop your abuse!

BECAUSE OF YOU

I never got what should have made me full

I have to live like this for six more years

I will be out of your life FOREVER

Thats what you want,isn't it,mom?
You never loved me.
I'm the reason you have to stay with my dad.
I'm your jail.

You made my life a LIVING HELL when I wasn't near my friends

SO many TIMES I wanted to kill you,but I REFRAINED!

Mom,one day I'll make sure you will pay...just you wait....