They look at me with knowing eyes
My secret’s out…
No point in hiding
No point in wearing long sleeves
‘Cause my secret’s out
Everyone know I was too weak to cope
Had to cut myself open,
Watch the blood trickle from my flesh
The only way to ensure I wake up…
‘Cause my secret’s out
I know they think you’ll destroy me in the end
My blade, my only friend
Those who think they understand, don’t
Those who think they don’t understand…do
‘Cause my secret’s out
The truth is, even I think I’m disturbed
I know what goes on inside me head…
You don’t have to pretend to be nice
I don’t care if you reject me…
Do you care if I’m gone?
The angry scars against my skin…
Some of them will never fade completely
And even those that fade to white…
Will always be there, under the surface
To remind me of where I’ve been
What to do to ensure I stay away from them?
Threw away my best friend,
Threw away all the first aid things…
Do you know what it’s like to cope with losing your best friend
Without your best friend’s support?