What am I feeling?

What am I feeling,
it is hard to explain
When deep down inside
there is so much pain
My mind is reeling
I feel so confused
Why am I feeling
I have nothing to lose

What am I feeling,
my mind is in a spin
My soul is aching,
it's hell that I'm in
Lord give me peace,
on my knees I'm kneeling
Help me to release
this pain I'm feeling

What am I feeling?
I believe that I know
I'm feeling my life
It's ebb and it's flow
This pain that I'm feeling
has begun to subside
I thank God for the healing
that I'm feeing inside

I thank God each day
as I rise from my bed
No matter the feeling
at least I'm not dead