I dont know how i am
Its what he made me
All the rumors and all the gossip
Make me sick to my stomach
No one knows me for who i really am
No one knows what i feel
I wish you knew
What i go threw
I know i smile i know im happy
I know im lucky im sure of that
I just want to have my pairs of chances
I just want my time
I hope its not to much to ask for
A simple wish
Everyone second guesses me
They dont understand
I come of shy or come of rough
All i am is a normal girl
Trying to have a reason in this cruel world
What are you can you say
Same as me you dont know
My life is an adventure
Its my choice
And its my job to show you
The real my
This is my life
Im finally going to do something about it