I'm sitting here in my thoughts soaked in my tears
The pain the suffering my broken heart wont disappear
I'm shaking so bad, so scared i cant even get my mind straight
can you love someone so much but at the same time so much hate
so much lies so much heartache i didn't know loving you would put my heart at stake
i can get him locked up and save his next targets
the man i have loved for so long turns out to be a petifile and now I'm full of regrets
I'm trying to listen to my heart but its telling me its stumped
i cant even straighten my thoughts, my mind just needs to be dumped
I'm scared to turn him in because he said if he went back to jail
that he would take his own life and my intentions would fail
i want him to straighten his life out and stop doing drugs
and him being in jail would take him away from his so called thugs
he would have time to think about his mistakes
even if its me he would forever hate
