Memories lost

I miss you so much i started crying last night
nothing could comfort me as i hug my pillow tight i look at our picture,thinking of memories that have been lost
i will try to get you back at any cost
i know you didn\'t like me doing drugs and you asked me to quit
even on the phone mad and disappointed i still took a hit
i love you baby i hope you know in your heart
come back to me please dint keep us apart
i dint do any drugs for you but why do you choose Ecstasy to get you high
i told you if you started that crap i would say goodbye
but I'm stupid and blind i cant let go of you we had too much together
i even imagined us together forever
i dint know why but I'm sorry for yellling at you for things you denied but i knew were true
you've put me through shit but i still want you back what the heck do i do