Never tell

A secret that I hide from all the world to see
An unspoken vow that lives inside of me
It grows with fear of one day being found
For if it was my whole world would come down
Day by day I dig deeper to find it a new tomb
And everyday it wants out, screaming to go home
It plots against me seeking ways to plan its new escape
All the while, a hole grows wider, I’m completely fake
Blackness overcomes a once well lit room
This secret shall not bloom
I will never tell, this sin I’ve raised from hell
You will never see, the demon inside me
Wrong is wrong and right is wrong, what will I do next
With this…thing in me, my little secret
A feeling like no other, depression cant describe
Something else, its too hard, no longer can I hide
It rips me open limb from limb, crawling out to breathe
Leaving me to suffocate, now I can not breathe
Now I cannot breathe, but now it can breathe
Now I cannot breathe but yet I am relieved
One last glance to see the evil that excitedly walks by
With a smile and a wink, death looks me in the eyes.