Which One's True?

Why am I always torn between guys?
Where they both think about me 24/7
And I'm with one, but the other wants me too
It hurts so bad

All my friends say to get to know both of them
Then make my decision
But I'm not that kind of person
I can't dump a guy that I truly love for someone I don't even know

How can anyone do that?
I know I can't
I love one and I like the other
I am so confused and I just wish I never believed in love in the first place

It's heartbreaking and all the other pain comes with it
Everything falls apart when you find out the person you liked for so long likes you
And then you're with someone else
My heart says both, but how is that possible?

I wish I could understand love and all the feelings that come too
But I don't think anyone can do that
Sometimes I think that I shouldn't be with anyone
To make everything better, but I can't leave the one I'm with

He's made me happy and he changed me
Even though he doesn't believe in half the things I do
Is that a bad thing?
We're so much alike, but then we're totally different

The other smiles every time I walk by him
And he smiles when I do something stupid in front of him just to see what he would do
But I think I'm making it even harder in myself
I just have this feeling that there is going to be a fight over me

I think the only way to stop it is to break up with the one I'm with and not date either
But I don't want to do that, because it will hurt me even more
I just wish I knew which was right for me
I just wish I knew which one is true and will always be true to me.

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~I love my boyfriend more than anything but this other guy won't leave me alone.Just so you all know that.~