God Please Help Her

I was the last one to say hello
The last one to hold you
And the last one to hear your voice sing out
We were the best of friends
Promising to stay together
And grow old with one another
Then one day
I got a call and a part of me died
I fell to the floor with my eyes filled with tears
You took you life away like you told me you would
I knew you wanted to go away
But you promised you wouldn't leave
The day I went to your mom
And cried in her arms
I walked into your room and there you were
Hanging from a rope
With a note pinned to you with my name upon it
I took that note and sat down
Now that you have left
I read you last note left for me
The last time I would see your writing
Dear Shannon,
I know I said I wouldn't leave
I promised I'd be here
But I couldn't keep that promise
And I'm sorry I couldn't be near
Please don't blame yourself
This was never your fault
Please don't fear
I promise you're not to blame
I'll always live on
Forever in you heart
Please tell mommy to stay strong
Please tell daddy I'm always here
Please tell sissy I know she doesn't understand
But I was needed
It was my time to live up in heaven
And Shannon please I ask you dear
To never let her forget me
I know she's only three
Please just hold her near
Shannon, please stay strong
And please don't cry
Don't let me stray to far from your heart
And know I'm always near
You were my best friend, my sister
We shared our hopes and dreams
We promised to live together
And for our kids to play with one another
But now I'm up in heaven
And your kids I'll always watch over
Shannon, I'm sorry, I love you
always
Tears feel from my eyes
And I fell to the ground
I looked at you just hanging there
And took the knife and cut you down
I held you in my arms
You were so peaceful but yet so cold
Now you're up in heaven without me
Dear God I ask you please
Hold my best friends hand
And guide her through
Please hold her in your arms
And let her know I love her
Please God don't let her doubt
Let her know I'll stay strong
That I'll get through in the end
Just please God hold her hand
And take care of her
Even though I wish I could
So I can hold her and tell her its all OK
But now she's in your hands
Don't let her fear
And please tell her everything with be OK

Joy I love you and I miss you More then anything!!!!