I can’t do this, I can’t go on
Can’t carry on with you it’s been too long,
Too long with all of this pain
Too much time remembering, I’m going insane
I loved you with every possible part,
Of my mind, soul, body and heart,
I know that you loved me; it was in your eyes
Between you and me, there was never a disguise.
We were close as two people could ever be,
It couldn't work with the distance, but we couldn't see,
Couldn't or Wouldn't, it doesn't matter anymore,
For it has to be over, my eyes are getting sore.
I’m sorry that I had to end it like this,
All I needed was a hug and a kiss,
But not one I ever did feel,
For between me and you, was a wall made of steel.
I hate the fact that I moved away from your touch,
For when I left I new that my heart needed you too much,
Without you by my side, my world broke in two,
Without you by my side, I had no idea what to do.
So this is to tell you, that I’m sorry it couldn’t last,
But you will forever be a positive indent in my past,
You helped me through so much, you will never understand,
But I need to carry on life without you, in this, my new land
**to my ex-boyfriend, he was my first true love, I thought I had been in love before, but I was wrong, I moved to America soon after we finally got together, and couldn't handle not being with him... I will always remember you, I'm sorry**