I can not stand being alone
there is no one to love me no real home
i feel so used for falling into a trap
i feel weak, stupid and i feel like crap,
why did you do those things you did
you deceived me and the truth you hid
i am so embarrassed i feel easy and used
just so you could keep yourself amused,
i keep thinking about that night
you held me and things felt right
now things have fallen apart
things were screwed because you messed with my heart
i have decided that soon is the day
that everyone will regret walking away
it is not just one persons fault for doing this to me
but i am so alone and lost and no one can see
i know it seems like things are not a big deal
but i am over everything nothing seems real...
