You took from e what you can not give back,
you stole my innocence i hate you for that,
my body is scarred my mind confused,
just so you could keep yourself amused
so much doubt within myself
i was lead to trust you and no one else
you have embarrassed me taken my dignity away
left me here broken to cry alone each day,
did you do it? or am i wrong?
it has to be true the memories are so strong
i am so lost i do not know what to feel
what if all these things are not real
i do not know myself anymore
i just want to give up and slam the door
but i must be out of my mind to let you win
if only i could find a strength within
but i have to leave i must get away
i can not face this today
i tried to make sense of it and understand
but it is hard when i do not know who i am
i just need to end this pain
these thoughts would then never be in my head again
i seriously think i have to leave
this pain is choking me i can not breathe....