All his fault

Lost love
Broken friendships
Hated regrets
Fading memories

Shattered life
Tiny fragments
Are all that remain
Besides the scars and the pain

Left cold and lifeless
Shunned and forgotten
Walking away
Never looking back

Nothing to remember
Besides the tears I’ve shed
The marks I’ve made
The blood I've bled

The razor as my only friend
The knife as my only family
The pain is my closest escape
Whispering to the tools used to help me survive

Yet at the same time, killing me outside
Falling into nothingness
Surrounded by the dark
Listening to the silence screaming in my ears

Shaking off the present
Living in the past
Hoping for the future
Watching everything go rushing by

I’m the only one standing still
In this rushing life
The only one that’s colorless
Where every one else is bright

Finally going to end
Now deciding to give up
On everyone that cares and every one that doesn’t
take this knife and pierce it through my heart

Every thing escapes
Rushing into the night
Finally feeling free
From a heavy heart

No more regrets
Besides one
I never got to tell him
This is all his fault