Cycled heart ached

Now I feel alone again
Left at home on my own again
No one here just me again
Tears start to fill my eyes again

No one to care for once again
In no ones mind not there again
No pain nor fun to bear again
No one in my life to share again

I sit and write my words again
Swarming free with birds again
I shall not fear this world again
To heal this broken heart again

I type unspoken thoughts again
My world left so distraught again
Just another boy again
Now he’s just another friend again

Tear drops hit the floor again
No longer my baby boy again
He hurt me once to more again
I crave him here but what for again

A broken heart to heal again
A shattered mind to feel again
No pain no worry just me again
Now I feel alone again