Need You

(I know its long, but please read...this one took a lot of heart...)

While the world is spinning,
and others are living their lives,
Its you in my mind that I am thinking,
and it is you that my heart strives,

In the very back of my mind,
I know that I need you,
no matter how many loves I will find,
I will think of you through and through,

I want to be the one behind you,
so that if you fall i am there,
I also want to be the one that stands beside you,
so that you know i will always be there with all my love and care,

but as the sun goes down,
and as the gorgeous day fades,
I don't want to see you frown,
and please don't let me close the shades,

If i stare out of my window,
I hope to see you standing,
my tears will always fall slow,
so give me a little time to show that i am caring,

The flowers in my garden,
seem to grow and grow,
so please don't let the dead ones harden,
they could come back if it is love that you shall show,

If i wish upon a lucky star,
could you help the miracle follow through?
I wish that you and i go far,
and this great love shall show something special and new,

but every time we seem to get close,
something always goes wrong,
so then i regret the choice i chose,
then i try to forget but that never seems to last too long,

there is a power that you have over me,
and i don't really like it too much,
because every time i want you to see,
you always seem cold to the touch,

why cant things between us be normal,
why do i never stop thinking about your face,
why when i see you my heart starts to rattle,
and why are memories so hard to erase,

I never knew that a person could feel this way,
especially a person that is me,
I'm not too sure if i like it i must say,
I just want to go back to being free,

Why do you love hurting me,
hurting so deep inside,
why do you love torturing me,
at the same time you are killing my pride,

While the world is spinning,
and others are living their lives,
Its you in my mind that i am thinking,
and it is you that my heart strives.