How Many Times?

by Kristen   Aug 7, 2005


How many times?
I do not know
Ask my friends, They know,
What do my friends know?
My friends know that I've tried commiting suicide,
I say that because,
I can never find a guy who likes me for who I am,
And they don't like me because I'm fat and ugly,
I also get in fights with friends and family, who get me so mad that I want to do it,
But one reason why I never did and the reason why I am still here today,
Is because i got friends who love me,
And they all say if i do it or try to do it,
They will all say goodbye,
And I can't afford to lose any friends,
Because then I will really end up doing it.

I wrote this poem in 7th grade; when my life to me was miserable but now I am good and all and I haven't said "i might commit suicide" in over a year. This poem was also to all my friends who had stopped me from doing it.

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  • 19 years ago

    by Chris

    Wow... very moving! I'm sorry u felt that way, and im glad u didnt do it... cuz its not worth it, thers still a lot more in store for ur future! and good job for the past year! just keep it up, along with the good writing!

  • 19 years ago

    by Kane Burden

    OMG.. this poem is extremly moving, and really sad! it is extremly well written, and the theme is very deep and meaningfull!

  • 19 years ago

    by M MEM

    A reason to keep living 5/5 thx for the comment

  • 19 years ago

    by Becky

    I'm sorry you felt like that but I'm glad that you havn't felt that way in a year!! Thankyou for your comment... Eternal love,
    ..x..Becky..x..

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