My Final Night Alive

I loved you more then you thought
You left but it was still there
Then came the funeral
And I finally let go

I went home, clutching the knife in my hand
Tears wet the side of my face,
Crying from the pain you caused
The pain I will erase soon enough

I had it all planned out
The note, the reason, a gift for all to see
I laid in my bed, my hands shaking
The tears falling through the sheets

I set the note on my nightstand
Laid my head back and called out your name
Whispering to the silence around me
My last breath, quick and shallow

As I plunged the knife into my stomach
I saw your face
It was weeping yet pleased
Lightning quick, you where gone and I was gone with you