My world

With this pen as my choice of weapon
I pour my heart into this page
Opening my soul up to heaven
Releasing this pent up rage

My sanity is breaking
My trust already long gone
Its the anger thats built up inside of me
That gives me the strength i need to hold on

Every word spoken is fiction
Every breath i treat as my last
Any bond i had now is broken
Destroyed by the pain of the past

So when you speak to me I'll listen
Even pretend that everything is OK
But just know that i am breaking
And slowly fading away