I have this bubbly friend
who everyone wanted to be
But now everyone hates her,
makes fun of her all except me
I really can't understand
why they're putting her through tests
They stealing away what's left of her
she has almost nothing left
But before I tell you of the tears
behind her never ending smile
You have to promise not to tell no one
and it'll be worth your while
See my friend was an actor
the best that you could be
Except she wasn't one to act on stage
she acted her reality
No one would of known
just talking to her that every night she cries
Though now that I know everything
I can see it in her eyes
At her house one day
as she was shopping for food to cook
I came across this diary
my friends faithful notebook
It’s pages told of her parents
fighting all the time
And after those fights
she would never be just fine
She said that she acted happy
everyday at school
Got home and acted for her family
so she wouldn't look like a fool
Her friends thought they could help her
by saying just forget
Little did they know how hard that is
and bad things would happen yet
It said that her sisters both
hated her and teased
Her parents were not he greatest
and she wanted to be free
Some nights when her friends
turned their little backs
She cried and cried and cried
and looked at the facts
Then the diary pages had red,
oh no was it blood
Said she cuts herself
because she caused this crud
But the truth my friends
is that she did everything right
The people mean to her are to blame
they caused the fight
She fell into depression
and no one knew but her
So no one could help her
and her life became a blur
Several times she
attempted suicide
I can’t believe how well
she taught herself to hide
To try to feel better
she went to her friends’ house one day
Her friends perfect life
made her want to fade away
Well that is just the basics
of the thick paged diary
There is much more info
because of pages there are 403
When my parents came to pick me up
that single day
I turned to my friend
and this is what I had to say:
I don’t know what I would do
if you ever died
Then I hugged her
and we both began to cry
