At times I feel useless
Dead inside
Hiding my feelings
Killing my pride
This wrist
This razor
Takes care
Of nothing
Make it stop
Or I’ll start cutting
It stupid to think
That one blade
Makes a difference
I need help
I need guidance
Drugs of mine
Drugs I hide
I do it to think
Ahead of time
About my future
It means nothing
Take them away
Or I’ll start injecting
Poison, pills, oxycotton
Take them all away
Or I’ll start rotting
Alcohol, alcohol
What can I say?
All I do
Is drink all day
It takes away my pain
It takes away my tears
It can take away my life
Subtracting my years
I drink so one day
That if this day comes
I won’t be feeling
I will be numb
I hope I won't cry
I hope I won't hurt
I'll just be a disaster
Setting my life at self destruct.
