I Remeber it all

I remembers it all,
All the people who had said
They cared, but did they really?

I remembers it all,
The sound of laughter and
How happy I'd been, but was I really?

I remembers it all,
His arms around me and
Him saying "I love you," but did he really?

I remembers it all,
The pain I felt when he left,
How my heart ached, but was it really?

I remembers it all,
The feeling of being so alone,
The feeling no one cared, but did they really?

But now they'll remember me,
Staring at the knife in my hand &
How easy to slit my wrists, but will I really?