I'll find myself

Take a deep breathe at 3 am.
Go in your bath room and begin
Forget what you remember
You must restart
Go back to that december
Where you lost your heart

It was a snowy day
You know that
The skies were grey
Just like your cat.

Your heart was afraid
And your eyes were blue
Your corpse decayed
This was true

I stumbled over you
My Unidentified friend
Your rotted skeleton surrounded by a medical crew
Horrible signals you send.

Oh god I knew who you were
But not anymore
Your feelings would stir
I knew you down to your core.

I knew you
I knew you but you forgot me
And this collision would dismiss
The memory of our first kiss

I stay behind
My soul unwinds
While they took you away
I'd peek through the frozen blinds

I knew you
I knew you and now I don't
Because you lost your soul
Down an endless pitch black hole