Couldn't Forgive

You know what i can't help it,
You just disgust me so.
I thought i could forgive,
Turns out i can't at all.
For when i see you walk by,
I restrain myself so i don't hit you.
You've made my life hell,
And you don't even seem to care.
You smile without a worry,
As if I'm not even there.
You were the first i trusted,
After my heart was broken so.
I thought you'd never do that,
I thought we'd always be.
But now i see all the pain,
And I'm so angry at you.
Hard to believe that i loved you,
I got sucked in once again.
So you know what I'm not sorry,
For I've done nothing wrong.
I've only now decided that no,
We can't be friends we can't go on.
Especially how you want it.
As if everything is great,
And as if we never parted.
As if those things were never said,
Or those things never done.
I'm only sorry i let this drag on,
So goodbye to you,
You're taking up everything of me.

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**To Kate...i just can't, and don't pretend you care.