I just want to help

Baby, I’ve never cared for anyone,
As much as I care for you.
I just wanted to talk to you,
Be supportive, tell you all the things
I can’t normally say.
I wanted to tell you just how much you mean to me.
You don’t understand, you never will.
I didn’t want to get upset.
I just wanted to help.
I just want to make you happy.
I wish more than anything that I could make you happy.
I don’t want her to hurt you anymore.
And it hurts me that I can’t stop it,
I can’t take away your pain.
I try to help, but I only end up getting blinded,
Blinded by the hatred I feel for her.
When I think of her, I see only shades of red.
I don’t say these things to hurt you.
I know it does, I can see it.
Deep within your beautiful eyes,
I see the agony and the pain you feel.
I see your constant torment.
You hide it yes, but not well enough.
I see it, but I am only able to see it.
I am not able to take away the pain,
Make anything better.
I know it still plagues you, and I can’t help.
No matter how hard I try.
I love you baby.
More than life itself.
I think of almost nothing but you.
And I have never cared about anything more.
I will accept your decision,
But I don’t agree; things can get better.
People will help you.
I want to help you.
Baby I love you,
Please, don’t go away.

You probably have no idea what this poem is about. It's kind of a long story, and I really just need to get some feelings out.