Mascara tears 1

Mascara tears are falling,
Staining my pale cheek,
Who could love me now,
mirror's screaming 'freak'.

I'm so f u c k i n g ugly,
Reflections make me cry,
Looks I get from others,
Making me want to die.

Crimson blade draws out,
Evil from so deep within,
Leave unforgivable marks,
Upon my innocent skin.

Maybe I shouldn't do it,
Some say it's not right,
I just don't see why yet,
I should put up a fight.

Don't know myself now,
Or who I'm supposed to be,
Self-harm's taken control,
This monster is now me.

So lost to depression,
Tears continue to leak,
Give up all hope you have,
I'm really just so weak.

That can never change,
Cos I've fallen too far,
Darkness has taken me,
Left me with these scars.