So I Play This Game Again

I begin to play this game again,
The game of unrequited love,
I fall for someone, who is a friend,
My new angel from above,

The awkward silences begin,
And new tears fall down my cheek,
And now when I'm around him,
I don't seem to be able to speak,

The dice rolls and I fall deeper,
The game is getting cold,
I get jealous at every glance,
When he's got someone else to hold,

I know it would never happen,
But I just can't help but dream,
That he wants to hold my hand,
And he'd make it obviously seen.

My heart begins to break,
And I feel so much pain,
This when I realize,
I'm playing this game again.

~erm lol...kinda emo and cruddy...but its how I'm feeling right now~