*shivers* this gave me chill's. My advice: forever stay strong. Their is always, always something to live for.

Take care,
JJ

Sometimez i feel like that....sumtimez i feel like no1 cares and sumtimez my brother makes me feel this way by telling me he hates me or 2 go get hit by a bus or sumthin like that and it makes me feel worthless like every1 hates me so itz nice 2 kno im not alone and the only 1 who ever feels ike that ttyl

Hey i no how u feel nd i totally relate to this poem but u just hav 2 hav hope nd keep strong show every1 ya do nefin ya wanna even if ya hav 2 wait.... thanx for tha comment :P

"Darkness take my hand
And lead my away to your lonely land
Or am I there already?
As it is so very pretty"

I like those words. It makes it sound like death is the most beautiful thing that could happen to you. Somedays I feel like that too, but then I remember the good things that have happened to me, the dreams that I have not yet fulfilled, and all those promises that I haven't yet lived up to, and I kind of think "I need another year, a few more months at least. I need to tie up these loose ends..." and I guess that's how I survive one day after another without giving in to the "pretty darkness."
:)

//T.L.//