Whatever makes you happy.

Pain, hurt, feelings getting tedious
giving up, its easier in the end
who cares anymore? why should we try?
once again to please, to befriend.

eventually you see smiles
on others faces, ..and your own
everyone else blind,..cant tell
the pain and anger...inside, its grown.

everyday trying harder, no reward
you want it all to end
why should you keep trying
why is it up to you to mend?

hands held, lips touch
but the taste is stale and cold
every word repeated...again
the arguments, getting old.

words said, now....meaningless
love...is it worth it?
doubts, they're increasing, fast
hateful words, they hurt, they slit.

does anybody care,..you feel such pain?
does anybody want to help you?
does anyone see you're crying inside?
do they know what your going through?

no answers, no replies
no arms to shelter you
so you carry on pleasing others
even though it's killing you.

Have some hope sweetie, and please look after yourself, I'm always here for you if you want to talk or just need someone to listen. x