My Breaking Heart

I'm sitting here in your sweater
Holding that stuffed bear you got me
Thinking about all the fun we had
And also about the bad times
I realize that we're really over
And a tear falls down my cheek
I throw the bear against the wall
And rip your sweatshirt off
I punch my pillow
And I kick and scream
My heart is breaking in two
I feel used and unloved
My world is dark and gray
I hate you so much for doing this to me
But deep inside I can't help but still love you.