True Heartbreak

So much pain
it almost hurts to breathe
true heartbreak
is what youve given me
my body is numb
my stomach in knots
the tears dont stop falling
letting out the broken insides
id give so much
to go back in time
and let you know
how strong i did feel
theres part of me
that needs to change
but change is too late
i think about your arms
when they wrapped around me tight
i think about your kiss and
how it will never be felt again
how i dont hear your voice
on the other end
i hurt all over
and this is real
i wish it was only a nightmare
but pain and hurt is all i feel

written: 2/22/05