So lost in my own world
just looking to feel complete
everything seems to parade around me
i stand in the middle yelling
but nothing exhales
i hold my secrets inside
trusting hurts too much
wanna give back
what everyone gives me
im so misunderstood
every word spoken
a wall from my truth
smiling like im living a dream
still waiting to wake up from my nightmare
holding back everything i have
afraid to show my identity
screaming inside to release me
written: 9/8/04
