Here i lay beside my bed
thinking of all the things you've said
yes I'm still alive
but i know you wished i were dead
some days i wish i was too.
the tears fall like rain
the tears burn with pain
these walls are closing in on me
I'm screaming
can't you here me?
you act as if I'm crazy
but you just don't understand
no one understands
how painfully this really is.
I'm hurting inside
my mind is screaming with all these thoughts
all my painful memories keep playing over and over
my emotions leaving me with feelings never seen before
and staining my face with these tears.
but with scars like this
well they don't heal
and they aren't going away
why?
why won't they just leave me?
why can't i just disappear
be invisible so you can't
see my pain
see all this fear
or what i really go through
how I've been hurt
what it's like.
just leave me alone
don't act and pretend as if you understand cauz' it is
MY PAIN
MY LIFE
MY FEARS
and most of all MY TEARS
so STOP trying to interfere!
