I'm lying? I'M LYING?
I'm faking tears that I'm crying?
I'm just acting like I'm dying?
Well if you're thinking that I have news for you gurl
Come back to reality I'm not like that I'm living in the real world
Pain is carved in my arms you don't know cuz I've never showed you
Because I know how much It'd hurt you I know that's the truth
And don't get mad at me because this makes you sad
You asked for info know I'm giving you what you want don't be mad
I'm living through each day with people telling me to die
Do you know how clucking hard it is to be strong and not to cry
Yeah however hard your thinking it's about 100 times the pain
Everyone's stripping me of my life I don't know if I have much to gain
No I'm not going to tell my friends I know how much they'd hurt
And them being sad would make everything much worse
So this is what you asked for and this is what you get
My life will soon be over and you'll still say I'm faking yet
