It eats me inside
no matter what i do
i can never hide
it stays inside and takes over
unlucky crimson clover
i can't see it but i can feel it
i can feel it fit
if i don't feel it i know something's wrong
it feels right since I've had it so long
i need a distraction to keep me strong
the day goes by
and i mislead my loved ones with a lie
it won't go away no matter how hard i try
i write my feelings down
but paper refuses my thoughts
it's cold today
and nothing's going the right way
peace has asked to stay
but depression has chased it away
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