I Gave Up

I wish that you would understand
That I cannot just hold your hand
And I wish that you’d just go away
I am so sorry boy but I can’t stay

These feelings I just can’t describe
Every time I look into your eyes
I just feel so lost and out of place
And yet you bring joy to my face

What happened to the love I knew
Where happiness was due to you
And my frowns faded with the days
But now we went our separate ways

There’s something I just can’t explain
How I still feel love and yet it’s pain
Nothing for me ever turns out right
That’s why I gave up in this big fight