So this is it in the end

You aren't here,
Nor where you ever there,

I can't stand to see your face,
Because noone can take your place,

What you have so strongly taken,
Cannot ever be replaced,

But when i see you smile,
my heart becomes warm all the while,
you seem to not notice me,
the love i have for you, you can't see,

we never did last that long,
but our love was just as strong,

too bad you never saw it that way,
maybe then you'd stay,

you are all i think of,
even when i look above,
and beyond what we were,
to truly see you felt what I felt but it was for her..........