Confused

Someone please just give me a sign
tell me what I'm meant to do
i don't care how but please help me
I'm just so damn confused.
i don't know who i am any more
i don't have a clue.
i found myself loving her and i don't know why,
but suddenly i noticed everything about her the way she smiles how she laughs.
i find her always in my thoughts but i can't be in love!
just because I'm female that doesn't mean i have to like boys does it?
i know i probably should but i find i cant.
i tried talking to my mom but she just laughed and said i couldn't be gay, I'm only 14.
so what is this I'm feeling?
i really wish i knew.
can't somebody just help me?
i really am confused.