In my bed

As i lye in my bed in pain
i take a knife and cut right above my vain
the agony of one last breath
crosses my mind
should i do it quick or wait some time
but i sit and cry
just wondering if god would take me
cause i wanna die
quick and fast cause i wanna forget the awful past
I've hurt many people its hard to tell
when the devil locked me up in a cell

all alone i lye
as i blink shut my eyes

getting out of bed walking down stairs
no one really notices none really cares
i walk past the kitchen into a secret door
as i lye my precious body on the floor
i just want to die and never wake up
as those are my last words i mutter and cry to myself as i silent die