Fake & Blinded

Every tear I shed is like another dagger in my heart
Your voice, your fake promises, your lies tear my soul apart
You can lead me on, you can use me
You can mold me, and try to make me be
Falling for your stupid game
I thought you felt the same
My friends tried to tell me
They all tried to make me see
I was blinded by you, the flawless you
The real you is someone I blocked out, but knew
Trying so hard to get you back
You were the only thing in life I lacked
I thought I was so close, now I know
You acted that way to keep up your show
You never loved me, you were never sincere
You faked wanting to be around me, wanting to be near
To you, your kisses were nothing
But to me, they were something
I don't know why I sit and cry
I don't know why I want to die
You'll never see my tears or hear my screams
You'll never understand how I feel or comprehend my dreams
How could you hurt me with your fakes and your lies?
For everything fake you say and every lie you tell, another part of my soul dies
Now I must fake my laughs and my smile
Now it's acceptance, no longer denial
You never wanted me, the whole me
Now I realize, now I can truly see
I was blinded by the fake love you gave
The memories of you I don't want, but have to save
No matter how many lies you tell or how many fake things you do
I will always somehow be blinded and forever love you