Suicidal Mission

My mind is empty,
Dark as a hole,
How could you do this,
You ripped out my soul.

Nothing to live for,
Nothing to thrive,
Empty as a hole,
Wanting to die.

No one to help,
Get me out of this dark place,
I'm sinking so low,
That soon you won?t be able to see my face.

Struggling to get out,
Wanting to get free,
Yelling and screaming,
But no one will help me.

Darkness surrounds,
Pressure subsides,
Is it time,
For me to die?

Throbbing in my arm,
Blood pouring onto the floor,
This is the best day of my life,
The life I don't want anymore.

Voices yelling and screaming,
Sirens in the distance,
I smile and let go,
Without any resistance.

Fading to nothing,
Not feeling at all,
Happy and free,
Caught from my long fall.

I let out a scream,
As the pain returns,
The blood is still flowing out,
Like acid, it burns.

I let out a sob,
I let out a cry,
I beg the people around me,
To just let me die.

They shake they're heads,
And say you'll be alright,
They say don't close your eyes,
Don't give up without a fight.

I try to explain,
This wasn't an accident,
I wanted to die,
That's how my plan went.

My agony and pain,
My sorrow and depression,
My meaningless life,
My suicidal mission.

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Dedicated to EVERYONE who has ever hurt me.