Broken heart

You tore me in half
you took away my joy and laugh
I was a fly on the wall
never noticed at all
I fell for you and your sexy hair
but you will never care
the pain is so real
pain is all i feel
I try to cut myself but i can't
I have the knife in my fist
its up to my wrist
and then........nothing
I can't do it but i feel
like i wanna kill myself
I don't wanna die this way
I don't wanna die today
why did you do this to me?
why couldn't you let me be?
I can ask all the questions i want
but i only want you to answer one
why don't you love me?