Love for him

I don't want to live to cry anymore,
if its all about pain what am i here for,
i can not have the man i love,
so I'm begging to be sent to the one above,
if i am not to be with the one i care about,
i will go insane, just scream and shout,
my love for him i have to hide,
there is no way to describe the feelings i have inside,
and is not fair i cant even fight them especially when i look into his eyes,
it's like my body begins to shake and i become mesmerized,
and the word of this poem cant even explain,
that when i lie down at night all if eel is broken hearted pain,
and as i write this i just pray for another man to care,
the way i thought he did, but the only one i can find is the one up there,
so please give me one more time and day,
with the one i truly love before you take me away.

well guys this poem means alot to me so i would appreciate it if you would comment and tell me what you think i will return the favor as always okok
scars*