Endless tears

Tear after tear,
It just doesn't stop,
I need a real big hug right now,
But the one who has to give me one,
Is the reason I'm crying on this sofa.

It feels like every liquid in my body,
Rushed into my tears,
How long am I going to continue this?
How can I ever get through this?
I'm trapped inside this hell in my room,
I feel like I wanna die,
Because there's nothing else to do except cry and sigh.

Every thought and every second,
I feel like I wasted them,
On the person who I'm crying for,
I can't take it back,
And I can't make it go away.

It's funny and at the same time sad,
How people especially men,
Get bored with their love so easily,
When they say good bye,
And I felt it today for the first time,
I was crushed with this big feet of his,
And I was broken up in pieces.

I look around there's no one else who can pick them up for me,
Because I always depended on "him",
But he's not here,
And then I look back...
He never will...