I Die

I lie here waiting
thinking
Thoughts without purity
I can see your eyes
I can smell your scent
I can feel your touch
I can hear your breath
and taste your flesh
If my sins were yours, we would both lie
in this hell together
but it could have all been better
If I gave you my mind
I would have talked to you
If I gave you my body
I would have given you my respect
If I gave you my heart
I would have given you my devotion
If I gave you my soul
I would have given you my trust
I open my eyes wondering
would you do anything
would I do everything
What’s left of me drips
down inside of you
You sleep, I dream
You hurt, I bleed
You cry, I die