A Letter

This is a letter from my friend...I for some reason felt the impulse to put it on here...this was given to me the day after I stayed up until 4am trying to stop myself from suicide. (No real names are used)
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Dark,
I talked to Sarah today and she asked me what happened, I told her that you tried something and she's crying. Dark, I can't cry, I am numb. There are so many people that love you and care for you, how could you ask us to try and except this. WE WILL NOT GIVE UP. WE LOVE YOU. We the people who try to help you Love you more than you could dream. WE ARE HERE IF YOU NEED US FOR SUPPORT. I am in History, and I can't hear a word Mr. Grey is saying. I can't keep from thinking what would I do IF you weren't here. My GOD Dark, Ashely cried for three hours. I was up all night thinking 'I hope she's all right.' How can you hate "everyone" when WE ALL LOVE YOU. I'm trying not to cry right now. WE LOVE YOU. If you want to write do, or just talk to me ---

Jacob

P.S. I told Kristna; your friends deserve to know. We care about you, please talk to us. WE LOVE YOU.

....The shock of reading this right before I was going to cut tonight ...you can not imagine...