Memory

I close my eyes,
and think of you,
i wonder what it would be like,
if i was there with you.

i begin to recall all the memories,
every single one,
i remember you smiling at me,
trying to recall all the fun.

IT was great times we had,
i would do anything to get them back,
I'd keep those days forever if i could,
But now all i can do is look back.

You'll always be in my heart thats true,
But its painful to know thats where you're only going to be,
I want you to stay forever in that place,
but i would just rather have you here with me.

Sometimes i think it would be better to go with you,
I wouldn't have to deal with this pain,
I know thats a horrible way to go,
Buts its the only way i wont feel this heart wrenching pain.

I know you want me to be happy,
But its so hard to do,
I'm trying my best to get by,
Its just so hard to do it without you.

The days are passing slowly,
however your memory will never go away,
Know that apart of my heart has you in it,
And that part of me will never fade.

I wrote it this on spur of the moment a while ago so tell me how i did plz! and u can be honest and tell me the truth! thanks a bunch~Rach