I looked for your light but it only darkened me to night,
I never found the light again,
My only friend a long lost memory,
I walk alone now,
Searching for my heart,
I wonder when will I see the light again,
Then she came out of the distance,
Pure pain she'd endured,
And when I saw in her eyes,
The pain she'd left deep inside,
I just cried cause I knew I have to go through it to,
And now I'm staring at the dark,
Ready to face the evil that soon will start
All girls need a little direction,
Someone to hold their hand,
But who said it has to be a guy,
Why can't it be a friend,
Oh I tried to fix his destruction,
Something that can't be fixed
But then I realized,
I never had a heart to mend anyway,
How ever much I love him it was only,
The passion that kept us alive,
And though its still there in my eyes,
I see it is gone in his,
So now I have nothing to do,
But walk away from the ' I love you's '
No more love,
No more hurt,
No more searching in the dark,
I've had enough of being blinded by you,
Take the hurt and pain,
Yes its still here but at least in some right I am sane,
I can walk all alone,
And I have friends to call my own,
I'll not push them away like I have before,
I'm so thankful you set the score,
I'm so thankful you made me see,
I will live without thee,
So here I go one last bye,
And there are no answers for the question why,
I don't need you, you closed the door,
But I'm no longer begging for more,
So heres the key,
I let go,
I can hide however I feel low,
Because I've got a clear conscience,
I no longer need you,
