Born to only Die

I ask you this
what were you thinking
that one special night
you must have been drinking

you knew what you had
but that didn't matter
you didn't think of the pain
that it would soon bring

you brought me into this world
ready to die
sick as can be
and how you just lie

that one stupid needle
that you had to use
just to feel "happy"
to young and confused

i sit here and just wait
to see what the doctors say
they say I'm still here
because of a thing called fate

and as i watch time go by
and wish it would soon all end
i lay here and sigh
waiting for my new life to begin

but now god is taking me
and i don't hate you
i just wish you could see
the pain you brought to me