F**king B***ard!!

How could you do that to me?
Just turn your back away,
Left me here to watch you walk,
A tear drops from my face.

You promised me you were different,
A convincing liar you were,
You were worse than all the rest!
When will I ever learn?

The person I loved so much,
Turned out to be a fake,
My hearts been torn and ripped apart,
I suppose it's my own mistake.

I should have made you wait,
Just said no for a little longer,
Stopped myself from falling so far,
Maybe then I would have been stronger.

I gave you myself willingly,
I now feel so used and broken,
Inside I cry tears of pain,
For that precious thing you've stolen.

You built such false security,
I really had fallen for you,
And you thought that all along,
That I wouldn't find the truth.

So abused and scared I was,
Now possessing a heart of stone,
I won't let you carry on doing this,
To every girl feeling alone.

As the weeks went on,
My anger kept on growing,
I wasn't well to start,
My insanity has started showing.

I will not rest until I find you,
Until your burning down in hell,
Now so strong and confident,
What you couldn't tell.

I know where you live,
I know when your there,
I’ll be coming tonight,
This is only fair.

I watch you as you sleep,
With hate rushing through my blood,
I was now going to kill you,
And I knew that I could.

I slipped a gun from my coat,
Held it to your head,
Your eyes suddenly wide open,
Next thing I’m tied to your bed.

I awake naked and useless,
You’re playing your twisted games,
What a sick b**tard you are!
You beat me and call me names.

You take the gun from the floor,
Sink a bullet into my head,
You think you can get away with it,
You think I’m worthless and dead.

You untie me and hide the ropes,
Seal the gun in my hand,
You ring the police and cry,
'Your girlfriend has committed suicide.'

They all believe your story,
You think you have survived,
Games not over yet! My ghost will come to haunt you.
Yes, I’m still alive!