Dear Shawn (litterally it's a letter)

The first time I met you, There was something in your eyes.
I thought you must have been through allot
You have so much strength.

You hugged me close and told me
And told me you are always here for me
You see the me I want to be
No matter how I act.
You make me feel so special
Like I'm somebody.
I've never felt so accepted like this before.
It's your birthday today, Shawn
Have a good one.
I love you for how much fun you are
I love you because you can always make me smile.
You're so strong.
I love playing around with you.
I don't have a way with words like you,
I apologize.
I didn't think any guy could accept me again
After Episode One.
You don't see how weird I am (and that's quite weird.)
It's like you know me better then I even do.
I don't know who I am...
But somehow you make everything so clear.
it's crazy,
But it all makes sense.
HOW DO YOU DO WHAT YOU DO TO ME?
I see you writing over there....
And I wonder,
Are you writing about me like I'm writing about you?

August 2nd, 2øø5.

I wish I could let him read this.